UGH!! FRUSTRATION!!!

GRRR-AAAAARRRRRGH!!! I'm going to lose my mind!! Another problem concerning AnimeBoston. Since dad was sick last week, he didn't make a lot of money so that means there's no money to spare to send me with to Boston. That means no money for food, nevermind souvenir shopping and stuff. *bangs head against wall* I don't know... If Emely's able to go then maybe I can bum a ride with her and run around with her and the gang. I don't know... I'm starting to think that maybe a nice relaxing weekend at the house sounds okay. It's just that I was really looking forward to going... Blah. It's raining. I can hwar it rainig outside when the cars go by the studio... I got accepted to RIC so that means I'm basically set considering it's cheap and I'm super poor and yeah... I'll get lots of federal help since I'm poor so that'll be good. I'm just worried that the economy won't hold up for the four years I'll be in college! I really hope it does!! *crosses fingers* Yeah. I think I wanna go home since it's really quiet and empty at the studio. Neither Maia nor Zoily were in school today so I wasn't able to get all the numbers. More frustration... Oh well. If I go, I go. If I don't... I'll just be stuck at home and my friends will have to tell me everything that happened just like last year...
Weather: Dark and raining. I must of jinxed the weather.
Mood: A mixture of frustration, resignation, and relaxation. Weird combo, huh?